I have this nagging thorn in my side
That aches with every heartbeat
Every lonely day
Every time I see a loving couple
Called pride

It’s more of a nuisance than you know
Because of its existence
You watch love ones come
And you watch love ones go

You can’t just suck it up
Because it sucks you in
As a man with a lot of it
Maybe too much
I’ve lost a lot
Because of what society says a man is
You fall into that un-pleasurable place
Where your pride is tested
And sometimes leaves you with a shamed face

You ...

  

As oceans divide our love- blessed time relieves me of my misery,
(Oh that sweet, sweet misery.)
Our love was unfertile planted in grains of sand.
Moriah my dearest,
Before- you were as of the stars and moon,
But after you, there was no sun.
Only those dark crevices and this blackened anguish that shades my memories.
My angel.
Curse the gravity that besent you from the heavens,
Then however I may not know of your presence.
And my eyes.
(Sour of dismay) for many a night betray me.
Mock me.
Now I know-
I ...